"UUUGGGHHHH!!!!"

Ok, so my forever optimist attitude is kind of on the back burner lately. To be completely honest, I am really bored at this internship and I'm wishing there was more to my life. I've been keeping busy running and spending time with the roommates, but I just don't feel like myself. I realized that this feeling has been going on for a long time...about a year. I've been trying to do things to fix it and to get back to the loving life-not caring about what others think-good natured person that I used to be. Well, there's no going back, right? There's only forward motion. I've been trying to get back into the Word and be closer to God, but that's hard when you haven't been that close in awhile. I'm really focusing on that right now and staying positive. Sorry there isn't much to report from the Guthrie....but there's not much to report. I already feel bored by what I'm doing and I really wish I didn't feel that way. So, for all you followers out there, please be praying that I get hit over the head with the "positivity stick." *Left ear tug!*